Acne :(

My acne problem is getting from bad to worse, it was fine few weeks ago, den suddenly all pop up at the same time :( i think i needa go make an appointment with skin center.

Anyone got any special method or formula to clear acne fast? im willing to try any and everything =\

New e-mail

Yea as the title suggests, i wanna get a new e-mail add, blood_star is getting silly (so is icyflames.j). But i dunno wad shld i put as the new add. I wanted j.ing, but gmail needs at least 6 letters :( Any suggestions are welcome, but it must not be silly and it must include jing in it, so tt ppl know its me,

Kinda lazy for the past week, been late for work the whole of last week, in contrast to me reaching office at 8.30 last time. Just dun feel like waking up at 6.30 anymore. 2 more months to go until the end of SIP. Cant wait for it to end, i want my holidays! dun get me wrong, not tt i hate my company or anything, just that who doesnt prefer holidays? at least not me, i rather have nothing to do den to have something to do. say im lazy or wadever. YOU THINK I CARE? I have NO ISSUE about it and STUFF LIKE THAT. (lol!)


Recently i've been thinking about my future, what am i gonna do after my NS. my results aint gd enuf to get me into the 3 recognised local university, and im not sure about the 4th one, heard it isnt tt recognised. Even if i can get into a Uni, i will be 26 by the time i graduate. I dun wanna start working at only 26. But i want a degree. Shld i study and work at the same time after NS? will i be able to cope? can i get into a uni in the 1st place? i hope i know the answer to my questions, den i'll have no worries.

Eggtarts from Macau

My cousin came back from macau and bought us some portugese eggtarts from there. Just had one and although its cold (obviously if its warm den something must be wrong), it tastes much much better than those sold here.

might not look nice on photo but believe me, it tastes good

And did i tell u guys shes a model? Come curry favour me and maybe i'll intro u guys to her haha

Sleep!

Was feeling so sleepy this morning tt i culd sleep while standing in the shower. But now its 1am and i cant get to sleep.

Maybe its bcuz its at these kinda time when my mind start to think about, reflect on things. Maybe i doesnt look like one, but i do reflect on what i did everyday. Things that culd have been done better, what if the same thing happens again etc.

Sometimes i think about alot of things, but i just cant find anyone to share it with.
Alright im getting abit emo-nemo here, better stop



P.S. Maybe i shld have an "off light" session with wb hao and charlin, haha.

Night at the office

Its now 2am and im alone in the office, blasting my laptop speakers, "safeguarding" the server as ADT security system is not installed yet.
Think that going off at 8pm is late? Think again.
But if anyone really break in with a weapon and wanna steal/destroy the server, what can i do?Well at least i got my monday off, so no blues for me. Lets hope that nothing happen in the next few hours.

UPDATE: At around 4am theres this guy walking up and down the stairs with a touchlight. He shone the light in twice. I didnt go and take a look. Who in the right mind would.
Or is it just me imagining things?

Random

I've got nothing against physically-disabled people singing in the underpass or just outside the mrt stations, if they have a decent voice that is. I was at amk mrt station on friday night and there was this handicapped lady with a terrible voice singing. If she wasnt disabled in anyway would have stuff something into her mouth to stop her from causing hurt to the eardrums of everyone.

I didnt know until last thursday that an intern really must know all the misc stuffs e.g. fixing tables bought from ikea. Thats what i did for the whole of last thursday morning. 2nd half of that day was spent carrying dismantled table parts from the old office to the new one. Boss says its good for me cause im exercising. Well i guess hes right cause hes the boss
Did almost the same thing on friday and almost on saturday if not for the flu bug.

Missed the "grand opening" of our new office today due to food poisoning. Strange thing is that i ate what everyone else ate and only i got this shit. Just this morning alone i went to the toilet 5 times. Falling sick always get me thinking, its time to lose some fat on me so tt i can be healthier. Maybe this time i'd rrly put it into action.. MAYBE

A fren of mine asked me this question, do i ever feel inferior bcuz of my size (as in body size mind u). Im glad i didnt if not i think i'll probably be dead by now, having commited suicide years ago.

Memories

On my way to a customer place on wednesday morning, saw a pri sch fren of mine, vincent. Its been like 5 years since we last met. It feels good to chat with old frens, asking them hows life, hows the others doing, and its great to hear them doing well. Suddenly all my pri sch memories came back. Like how i play truant and got caught, how we did all the stupid things tgt and how we used to have 20 over ppl chasing over a tennis ball during recess.

After reminiscing about pri sch days, i saw hongxi at CP in the evening. Not tt im very close to her, but seeing her again bring back memories. 5 of us sitting in mac, talking n laughing.

BUT WAIT, im only 19. why am i talking like im 90 LOL

Ok back to being 19, i bought LP new album, minutes to midnight. Somehow i think this album isnt as good. Not tt its bad, just not as gd as i expect it to be. i'll give it a 3.5/5, but as if anyhow cares about the rating i give haha

Netiquette

Netiquette Software is the name of the company im working in for my SIP. They deal with UBS softwares so if anyone of you wanna get them contact me, and i'll pass u to them and get commisssion (i hope) :)

The staffs are great people. The boss Mr. Edwin Chua, 2nd-in-command cum coordinator cum sales cum support Mr. Larry Leow(superman!), the lovely ladies(krystal daphne isabel) and the new support guru Seah. They are all great people. Really. I love this company so much i wish i was a perm staff instead of an intern :)

P.S. Larry, you should know why is this post here. LOL

New Laptop :)

Got my new laptop on thursday. And of cuz im using it to blog now :) Not the best and the most ex one but its enuf for me, at least for now.





Acer TravelMate 3270

Sick

Fever + sore throat + running nose. Argh i hate being sick! It makes me feel helpless, useless and vulnerable :(